Cannot sleep well........

Recently i cannot sleep well...izit bcoz of the damn hot weather??? hmmm...not really....the actual fact is i miss him...bt bside this, i oso worried abt midterm and assignments...all seem come 2gehter, so i dun reli knw hw 2 tackle when prob comes.....at nite, i sleep a while then wake up, sleep a while then wake up...n often dream oso...make me dun hav a good sleep.....
well, i found something in my house, hope this aromatherapy can help me 2 hav a good nite sleep 2nite...

Miss u vry vry much !!!

Hmm.. wish 2 tel u i miss u vry vry much o....Last sat got phone chatting wit u bt bcoz u r drving n nid goin 2 taek so i hang up the phone...mayb i only talk wit u for 5 min, i stil feel vry happy o....i feel so nice 2 talk 2 u.... everytime talk 2 u sur will laugh de...hehe...talk 2 u make me feel im in a different world, just lik in world without worries n carefree...i miss u so much.............

write wat ho ???

Emm, long time din fill dis blog wit some event..bt duno wan write wat..nw got nting 2 do n vry lazy 2 do revision o anyting...well, i suppose i can try 2 write someting.....The only ting creept into my mind is him le, Ok, then, lets recall back someting abt him.........wher 2 start ho ?? emm...ok, lets start on hw i get 2 knw him.......

I got a fren, named anneza, she is in form 2A class that time. She owes talked abt her classmate wit me, so i get to knw who r them lik ( hiroshi, hua kiong, chung yong, kiat seng and ching hui (him) ) They duno me ofcoz...then during form 3, kiat seng, anneza n me were in the same tuition centre..if im not wrong, in chinese class, i ord mixed wit those A class ppl just i din notice them o even mind 2 talk to them... Bt i owes c their gang during recess time n well, some of them seem pretty cool n handsome..hehe...

Thing started 2 change during form 4 n form 5. I same class wit those guys i mentioned just nw n ofcoz ppl from other classes since we finished our PMR ord. Me seldom talk 2 them either. I owes got noticed him coz i feel he vry handsome..Got one time, after exam, teacher ask me 2 distibute the exam paper, since i stil not familiar wit the class, so it is a bit hard 4 me 2 distribute it to my classmate. Futhermore, it is recess time, nobody in the class, so i reli duno wat 2 do..N coincidentally, he was ther, so i asked him which exam paper belong 2 who lo..n he so kindly dat he said he help me 2 distibute...im so happy dat i got change 2 talk 2 him dat time..bt, i seldom talk de, so dun reli talk much wit him..

Everyting started in form 5.. I wit my ex dat time,n sometimes if my ex wan sent any pic msg 4 me, he wil ask hui 2 help him. So, i get to knw hui hp no. One time, i duno y la, i just sms him..so from dat time onwards, we sms frequently...at 1st, only i not happy wit my ex, i baru wil sms him, bt after dat, he will sms me once in a while..then more frequent, one week omos a few days lik dat...sometimes after go out wit him, he will sms me dat nite n ask me fun ma n bla bla bla... ofcoz not only wit him, bt mayb wit my ex, wit classmate....

duno y, wit him, i feel so comfortable n nice, feel vry xin fu.. bt wit my ex, i feel got pressure..haiz......i break up wit my ex oso got nting 2 do wit him..................................arrr....duno hw 2 cont anymor....there are someting i cannot write it out, sometng dat cnt decribe...someting dat will leave in my heart 4ever.......

Duno wat im writing abt...wan knw ask me better la...haha...

Damn boring !!

So long din update my blog...duno wat 2 write....
Well, Chinese is coming soon, stil got one mor day 2 go...so fast...seem lik yest i just left sch, nw oredi 1 year i left liao...reli many things happen during dis one year...well, i just dun wanna recall it agn, let it pass.... in love matter, i still trapped inside even oredi pass 4 one year liao...so painful...
can anyone tell me when i can escape dis trap...when tink of it, my heart start to pain, tears start to roll down..................
duno y i so stubborn, oredi let go bt stil take it up 2 burden myself agn...nw wan let go is not an easy task..........................