Yest after i went to c Doc Lee, my mood not gud until now. Bcoz he said the thing in my leg bcome bigger n he afraid is tumour. So, he recommend us to ask opinion from A prof Pan from unimas. He is specialist in cancer n tumour. I knw it will be ok, coz the doc didnt say is something cancerous, he just say is invasive........so nting 2 b afraid of...bt im just 2 sensitive n think 2 much... B4 nwing the result, i wil cont 2 b sad n think negatively...
Apart from dat, im sad bcoz my leg is pain. It restrict my movement, so i feel depressed. Whn i c the ppl of my age, can jump,play n walk properly like a normal ppl, i feel sad, coz im different..i cant even walk properly...im ni longer as active as b4... i cannot wear high heel shoes, i cannot drive, i cannot do sports and activities dat i lik........n think of dis i wan 2 cry...
Since yest, i owes cry..coz i scared... mayb the thing wont b dat serious, every1 try 2 calm me down, bt i cannot control myself...i feel so depressed...bcoz of dis, i make bro kim unhappy..
i knw he care 4 me alot.. he dun wan me sad...bt i just cant control myself 2 b not sad...after he knw, he bcome so depressed..i try 2 cheer him out, bt i fail 2 do so......i feel so sorry 2 him....... i duno wat i can do........
Im really sorry...bcoz of me, he bcome so sad.......hope he will feel better 2mrw......i do wrong again.........haiz......
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